This has been a rough week ... A lot of different kinds of discoveries ... one of which is the fact that I have been beat down. I never ever held shit in... those that know me, know this.... I have some important things to talk about and can't figure out how to get it out.

 But this is what happens when you have to hold shit in because you are afraid to say anything ... because you never knew what the reply would be or when it was going to come at you or how bad it was going to hurt.

On the tv show "the big bang theory" Sheldon is portraited as a Narcissist...and it's funny ... but live with a Narcissist in real life ... nothing is funny about that.

And that's that.
And in case you don't know what a Narcissist is... you found your way here, didn't you?  Now go google that shit. There is some scarry stuff out there. I mean, there is only the truth on the internet, right? Like this post.... is what I am saying really the truth or am I just dreaming shit up? The only ones that know me will know for sure.  ...