People misconcep the Color Black, a lot. Black is the color that develops when you mix EVERY COLOR together. BLACK absorbs every color out there, it draws colors towards it, no negativity at all. It's a shade of the most vivid and constantly changing ocean of eye orgasms.
You see black as Sadness? See it as Happy. You see black as Grief? See it as Relief. You see black as Cold? It's of the most comforting Temperature you have ever felt. Not only does it absorb and contain every single color in this universe, it also absorbs "you". Surrounds you with protection and comfort.
The only reason why black scares people is because they have to rely on only limited senses, which are your hearing, your sense of smell and the most awful one of all ... FEELING .... Feeling can be scary, if you aren't used to it.
Friday, November 2, 2012
Oh August where have you gone
Once again I sit here, amazed at how time flies. Last Post on August 25th? Seems like it was just a couple weeks ago, but I guess not.
It's been a stressful time, and time does tend to just take flight, before you know it, things have disappeared , people have moved on, and I stand in the midsts of disaster, confused, cold and with 1 or 6 emotions less or ten times changed.
At the same time August seems like forever away, things I have forgotten, faces that have passed, foggy Memories, Foggy Conversations, Foggy Feelings, Foggy Everything.
(ADHD MOMENT) Why does the word Foggy and Forgetting seem so close knit? ....
And onward I go. So what was in August? Hmmm Truthfully I can't remember. I know I returned to work from my FMLA in August. .. maybe that's when it all happened. I was at home for 120 days, and that's all I had to concentrate on, absorb and spit out, rinse and repeat. Now that I'm back at work I have to deal with the "drama" and "changes" there, then return to the dungeon and face a whole other set of "drama" and "changes". Enough to tear through my thick ass skin and make me bawl at the drop of a dime. It really sucks. I have been broken. I have been "damaged" before but never really broken. It was always fixable, but it's been a long stretch of dings and other heavy artillery being aimed at me, to leave huge holes where there was once part of me.
For now I have to get going and stick this little Mastermind of mine into his cozy bed, so I can get some form of peace around me. ... which won't last because I still have the big grumpy man here, overshadowing my every move. *le sigh*
It's been a stressful time, and time does tend to just take flight, before you know it, things have disappeared , people have moved on, and I stand in the midsts of disaster, confused, cold and with 1 or 6 emotions less or ten times changed.
At the same time August seems like forever away, things I have forgotten, faces that have passed, foggy Memories, Foggy Conversations, Foggy Feelings, Foggy Everything.
(ADHD MOMENT) Why does the word Foggy and Forgetting seem so close knit? ....
And onward I go. So what was in August? Hmmm Truthfully I can't remember. I know I returned to work from my FMLA in August. .. maybe that's when it all happened. I was at home for 120 days, and that's all I had to concentrate on, absorb and spit out, rinse and repeat. Now that I'm back at work I have to deal with the "drama" and "changes" there, then return to the dungeon and face a whole other set of "drama" and "changes". Enough to tear through my thick ass skin and make me bawl at the drop of a dime. It really sucks. I have been broken. I have been "damaged" before but never really broken. It was always fixable, but it's been a long stretch of dings and other heavy artillery being aimed at me, to leave huge holes where there was once part of me.
For now I have to get going and stick this little Mastermind of mine into his cozy bed, so I can get some form of peace around me. ... which won't last because I still have the big grumpy man here, overshadowing my every move. *le sigh*
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